Interesting (for lack of better word)

What's interesting to me is that when a funeral is over I've always got to go home and within a day or two things return to normal. You never forget and maybe sometimes your mind is drawn to that person, but you continue on. The family doesn't get to do that for a while. They have to look at the plants and flowers. They have Thank Yous to write. They have all the personal belongings to go through. They have holidays and birthdays to endure without that special person. Our youngest son turns 1 in July. His Nana would be so proud. He's going to be walking by then. He's going to be the one that digs in the cake like you always wanted. His big blue eyes are going to light up when he realizes he gets to feel real food with his own two hands. He's going to have teeth soon. We're going to miss her so much! We're going to make sure our boys know who their Nana was and that she loved them. Her grandkids were very special to her.